At one time I'd look up to fools. And now I realize I was the fool. Looking back I knew nothing of you. Why did I strive to be like them? They had no life they did nothing for me. But I was young and I was so naive. I tried to fit in with the wrong crowd. I later found myself questioning choices. My father took me away and saved me without knowing. And still to this day I look up to him for all that he has done. It's sad that it took years for me to notice the constant struggle and the constant fight. In desperate times he's always come out on top and now I know and I look up to him for all that he has done.